Just over a week ago I stepped through a portal. This wasn’t any easy one. The weeks leading up to it were wrought with fears, anxiety, doubt & every reason to NOT take this route...
The pandemic: taking into account the impacts of my personal choices on the collective.
Leaving family & friends: what if I can't get home? I get stuck overseas & never see my family again?
Is this escapism?
Am avoiding the work to be done in my own country?
This is a pretty privileged thing to do on many levels... is it ok to still choose this path?
Should I be focusing on something else instead?
Will I be safe? or even be able to get through?
And so much more...
The week before I left it started to shift.
I began to call my energy back to my core. Calling back my power. Literally using my breath to gather & anchor IN. It was incredible how quickly things began to shift. As I began to consciously gather myself & root down… the fear dissipated.
I had a couple key conversations that reminded me who I am & why I’m here. I aligned with the ideal timeline specifically using the audio created by IG @peathefeary called “Timeline Jumping”. Powerful!!
I kept getting the message to FOCUS.
The path is clear & while the opening is narrow, I can get through IF I focus.
IF I’m present and can pivot in a moments notice.
I had this image of me navigating through an overgrown forest.
One foot in front of the other.
By the end of that week I felt like I was in the middle of a fast moving river. Things were shifting & aligning so fast ~ there was no longer any efforting or doubt that I’d make it to my destination. I just needed to let go & Keep my head above water.
I flew through London & on to Athens, Greece. Incredibly smooth. Spacious. I was greeted by Kostas who drove me to my new little apartment, just minutes from Acropolis.
I had picked this neighborhood because it was where I’d stayed 2 years ago. Little did I know it was a block away from my old place. It felt like I was coming home.. my heart leaped with joy.
I am home.
The point here isn’t about living in another country. Or even traveling. This is about making that choice that changes the course of your life. The one that you’ve been afraid of or skirting around your whole life. The choice people may criticize or not understand.
But you know the truth.
This leap of faith activates something deep in your cellular memory & you remember… who you are & why you’re here on this planet.
You come ALIVE with remembrance.
Ellinor Grace is a Dreamer, Visionary, Creator of Sacred Spaces, Healer, Artist & World Wanderer